- Category: Ex-wards and the child abuse industry
- Created: Wednesday, 15 January 2020 13:50
- Written by Administrator
Hi everyone, my name is Jess. I'm new here, and this is some of my story. I am one of the 500,000 lost, stolen or forgotten Australians thanks to DOCS.
I firmly believe it will be us, the adult survivors of the foster care system who will blow the lid off Pandora's box and all the evil and corruption they constantly cover up.
This is my purpose in life. I was quite literally born for this!
I was placed in a "private" foster care arrangement at 6 weeks old.
My parents thought they were doing the right thing, my father passed when I was around one
To a woman my biological mother trusted. A "sweet" little old lady... an angel on paper who is really pure evil. A woman who positioned herself in society to have access to the most vulnerable children in the community, by running a non for profit "childcare" for underprivileged and migrant families through the local church.
She was heralded in the local papers as a saint. When really, she is nothing short of a predator and a criminal. Acts of depravity disguised as Christian charity! Hiding behind the church, using her position and false reputation to pilfer children.
She got her hands on my sister, and I... and others. My mother was placed on birth watch. She got my sister before she even entered this world, before she was even born it was a done deal.
I cant even imagine my mother's pain.
I ran away, 16 and pregnant, homeless, bounced from refuge to refuge. Battling homelessness, substance abuse issues, mental illness - I ended up in prison myself.
Only further edifying this predator a enforcing that I was the problem, i became exactly what i was told I'd be, trash and a junkie like my mother... from the very people who should've never had me in the first place.
Projection at its finest.
My mother was an easy scapegoat for them, not sure who she can blame for her own children turning out to be monsters and drug addicts too.🤔
3 out of 5 children struggling with substance abuse issues is no mistake... heaven forbid they look at themselves!
I even moved overseas at one point to escape them.
I've spent most of my life running.
Thinking I could escape the pain and misery they inflicted, i couldn't.
I had no contact for nearly a decade, went back for a few years only to realise they are more evil than ever.
I now haven't had any contact with them for 3 solid years, but my sister is still being held captive.
Disabled, 27 with mental comprehension of an 8 year old being forced to work 9-5 for nothing, has no freedom, no life outside "work", the church and this predator who everyone thinks is a saint.
What my sister and I were placed in is nothing short of modern day slavery!
Stripped of our identity.
Bullied and abused in to silence, into loyalty, like we are dogs!
Its taken me all my life not to be afraid of them and use my voice.
I refuse to stay silent any longer.
SILENCE IS VIOLENCE!
My biological mother figured out we were being abused by this predator, and started fighting for us in court.
A marginalised mentally ill woman with substance abuse issues and chronic illness up against a family with a "prestigious" reputation and enough money to afford this, she didn't stand a chance.
Neither did I.
My mother died during court proceedings trying to fight for me.
I was 12.
Instead of the courts investigating my mother's claims, they handed me over in a "private court settlement" AKA i was sold into an illegal adoption.
There is absolutely zero record of this, of course.
As if the government would document this evil.
This predator managed to keep DOCS out of the entire thing, and they quite happily forgot about me and left us there.
Now i am fighting for my identity that was stolen from me.
Constant excuses (there was a flood, documents were destroyed, your mothers records weren't accessed for 7 years so we destroyed them, you're adopted so you have no legal standing to access your mothers records, even though I wasn't really adopted 🤦🏻♀️ I'VE HEARD EVERY EXCUSE UNDER THE SUN FROM GOVERNMENT AGENCY'S!!)
I am what is called "status unknown"
Up against a "Saint" 🙄
I do not exist in the foster care system even though I was a foster child from 6 weeks old.
There is speculation i was sold into an illegal adoption.
DOCS, and any other agency I've questioned have all called my situation "unusual"
Ironic considering there's half a million of us.
I am a one woman ARMY on a mission!
I want to help people like me!
I MUST use my story.
I was stolen, lost, forgotten.
In foster care.
In an illegal adoption.
How does the government lose 500,000 kids?!
This is a rough estimate number.
And only for adults of our generation.
This is not factoring in children currently in care right now!
I know the number is much much higher!
WHY ISN'T ANYONE TALKING ABOUT IT?!
How can this happen?!!
Slowly I am building a case against the government and DOCS.
I want a refund for my entire childhood.
I want justice, not just for myself, but ALL OF US!
I can't be the only one?!!
I need to make a difference!
I need to make a change!
I have to use my story to help other's, to pave the way so they can get justice too!
But i cant do it alone.
I need help, i need others like me, i need connection, direction, so many things.
The government don't care, and won't easily take accountable for their corruption or wrong doings!
I am powerful yes, but how powerful could we be if there were half a million of us?!
IMAGINE! THEY WOULDN'T STAND A CHANCE!!!!
This is bigger than me alone.
I am ready to go to war and burn this fucking system to the GROUND!